That's what I feel like inside. I don't know if I look like it on the outside, but I definitely feel like I'm stuck in a painting with swirling cool colors and a gaunt, screaming green man staring out at the world.
I am leaving tomorrow. It's strange, for some reason, I'm not entirely worrying about what happens when I get there beyond being homesick. As of right now, I'm just worried that I'll be too homesick to have fun. I know that I'll have to suck it up, and that I will most definitely have fun, but I am going to miss everyone so much.
I've packed NEARLY everything (still left are sweaters, toiletries, and things for my carry-on bag). I went by the theater today and said goodbye to everyone. I think it got a little melodramatic when I had to give my key back to Rich. I promptly crumpled to the floor in the fetal position. Win.
My dad played me a message on our phone from Udi and Alon, the two friends who are picking me up from the airport. I think they are anticipating my anxiety, and were very comforting.
My next blog post will be from another country!!!!!!
Aaaand...I'm off!
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Tenara,
ReplyDeleteWe will miss you very, very much! You're going to have an awesome experience and come back to tell us all about it. Of course we'll be following you on your blog, but there will be other things that are not for the blog to talk about.
The show was fabulous! I did not see any of the glitches. It seemed pretty seamless to the audience. Improv was hysterical! Wes, Keihin, and Daryon were pretty hilarious. You pulled it off, even with last minute changes and problems. Great work!
Tristan's address straight from his mama: Tristan DeMaria
Apt # 12
55120 238th Ave East
Ashford WA 98304
Take care of yourself and try to take deep breaths. All will be well. No pressure, seriously.